Sipping a hot mug of cappuccino that I had made on a winter’s night; I was distracted by the dust motes that resembled pixie dust when observed dancing to my garden lamps. How carefree they were sans any adulting to worry them. It made the storm within me tamer and closed my eyes to breathe… Continue reading Why I’ll Never Give Up On Love…
It has been days. Or months I don’t know. He has read them, I am sure. But hasn’t replied, why? I don’t know. He says all the right things. Why he acts strange then, I don’t know. Is it because I do the same at times? Yet he knows how I feel, or not. I… Continue reading I Don’t Know
I dress in silk. He dresses in a suit. I dress to please. He dresses to dominate. I dress in lace. He dresses in latex. I dress sensually. He dresses to dominate. I dress in nothing. He dresses in nothing. I dress submissively. He dresses to dominate.
Laying in my bed, I think; How far we had come and gone. What would make for it to sink? Our fragile ship, we’ll see anon. Counting the seconds gone by, I wait impatiently for his reply. It matters if he is a fox and sly, Hunting me like others, killing me with a lie.… Continue reading Sinking Love
You confuse me. You challenge me. You anger me. You fascinate me. You taunt me. You haunt me. You violate me. You validate me. You fuck me. You leave me. But, You will never love me. You will never introduce me, To your family; they will never know me They will never know I existed.… Continue reading You Will Never…
I broke up with love, again.
Falling in love with him was easy. To fall in love with him is complicated. – Sania Iqbal Siddiqui